Sunday, November 9, 2008

too much alone time in the weekends makes me overanalyze things.

So it's sort of funny that Heather and I both are having a 'life realization' moment at the same time. The difference - Heather has an idea of where to go and what to do and I'm just wondering, what am I doing, what is the plan, and where do I go next?
I am a little bored with my life. I need a new project or hobby to keep me occupied. Work is fabulous, I love my team, I love my job, and am a supporter of the brand I work for, so I'm not having trouble with that. (finally!) But, I can't figure out what else I want. I know I want to go to grad school, however, I don't know what I want to go for. I know - don't go unless you really know what you want to study. I don't think I need a master's for my current job - but did sort of set in my head that someday I'd get one. The only thing that I can think of would be to get a masters so I can teach someday.
I have always said that I want to figure myself out before I worry about figuring things out w/ someone else as a part of my life. But I've realized that is sort of silly. Maybe I was able to say that because I don't have that person in my life that I want to include in everything, and make sacrifices for, or compromise with in order for us both to be happy. And since I'm not there yet, shouldn't I be doing more things that I know I want ?

2 comments:

Hedder02 said...

There is never a good time to find someone to get married. I could have said that I was too young to meet Erik when I did. Imagine if I did that? Your life will always change. You might change careers 5 times so you cant plan life around it.

Hedder02 said...

oh and also i think you should look up what you need to do to be a teacher. If there are classes you have to take now, you can take them at community college. i love community college. CCSF will be my 4th one that I've attended.