Unecessary rambling

Many times a week, I end up sitting on my desk chair with one foot under me. Then - it either hurts or I have to get up - and I think, damn, why did I do that? I knew cutting off the circulation would make my foot fall asleep. But I keep doing it. Every time I get up I have to think, "Self, don't sit on your foot anymore bc one day you're going to have to limp around the office and that would look ridiculous."